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Jul 282010


After most of a week of getting shitty sleep I woke up this morning at 1am and couldn’t get back to sleep because my Brain had the spinnies … So I got up and wrote down all my active projects, maybe putting them on paper will help tomorrow night’s sleep. For the curious they are below the cut tag.  There are only 50 or so on the list.

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Jun 212010
  • In one of the best music rooms I've been in for a long while. #

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Jun 182010
  • Nothing like a cup of ice water to the crotch to wake you up. #
  • To say nothing of looking like I peed in my pants. #
  • 4 days gone from work, opening email now – Let the Deluge Begin! #

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YAY! its over!

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Jun 092010

Review completed! “They like me, they really really like me!” *

In any case it went well. All feedback was inline with what I expected, and we all see my job growth/arc going the same place. And now I can be happy that I don’t have to do this again for another year!


*With all apologies to Sally Field

But at almost 40, I dunno – today is my annualish review at work. Last night was the dreaded “fill out the self-evaluation”. Today its tickticktick until I go into the meeting.  So far I have not had a bad review here, but yet my pessimism or low self-esteem just makes me dread these things.

If only I could do my job perfectly in my own eyes (yes I know, totally impossible), maybe I would be less self-judgemental and then not be so assuming of the worst.

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