I suck at being a Virgo. Outside of my curious love of office supplies and little small bowl and organizational systems …. okay maybe I don’t so much SUCK at being a Virgo. Really I am the product of what happens when Virgo meets ADD.  I love plans, I love making detailed little plans. And then when I can’t follow them I freak out and feel like a failure.  So survival means skipping the plans and winging it. I don’t have a cute red dress hanging outside my closet to fixate on. I don’t have a size I want to [...]

Summer updates

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Aug 282009
 

I just realized its been a while since I made any sort of substantive update – so in the words of Inigo Montoya, “Let me explain. No, there is too much. Let me sum up” Some summer highlights: Tomatoes from the garden are 200% better than tomatoes from the store. I might never eat them from the store again. Almost everyday, in my head, I thank all my friends who helped me build my garden. So now I’ll do it outside my head: Thank you!!! So very much!!! Took a photography class with Franklin Habit at Loopy Yarns, AWESOME! Had [...]

Belated Update

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Jun 032009
 

So most of May and a little of June: ADD meds seem to be working somewhat – I do wish I could find a different head-doc that would be easier to talk to about what efficacy I am actually getting. Right now it is quite clear that she isn’t actually listening to me (Evan sat in on the last meeting and concurred), while constantly suggesting that she will stop prescribing, even when we have found something that gives me some sort of useful effect. I am trying to figure out the best way to address this, it has already been [...]

May 192009
 

Watched Glee . . . uhm . . . they have stolen all the cheeze and possibly the whiz too. Many things annoyed me, and some amused me. I seriously hope they were going for caricatures, because they certainly got them, and not always in a way that was okay for me (materialistic wife who hates her husbands dreams, minorities as spunky but useful backup, driven career girl and christian/slutty/blond cheerleader, evil high-school cliques, etc I could go on and on. Getting ready to go to Wiscon for my first time. As usual feeling trepidations and shy. I wish I [...]

New Meds

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Mar 312009
 

We’ve axed the Adderall, when we started moving me up into the area of actual theraputic doses, I started having a whole series of bleah sideaffects including nausea, sleeplessness, lack of appetite, light-headedness, anxious tummy, and all this was distracting enough it was hard to tell if I was getting any positive affect from it. Now we are playing with Strattera I started with a standard low dose on Sunday, and I’ll move into a higher dose next week. This is a newer – non-stimulant type of ADD drug. And the affects are suppossed to be gradual and last all [...]

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